Well old man it’s our anniversary today 50 years who would of thought it. I was going to go back to the church but decided not to in the end. I know I was a cow to you lots of times but in miss you so much. Xx

Well old man today is my 70th birthday I never thought I would get this far and sometimes I wish I hadn’t but here we are. We are going to kalys today and everybody will be there a bit like when we went to the savoy. Only there will be 3 more grandsons there one you have never met but his beautiful. What a difference 10 years makes. I’m going to miss you more today than any other as we should of been here together. Xx

I think about you every day and miss you. I still can’t forgive myself for what I did to you. We have another grandson his a right little smiler you would love him. Look after him from where ever you are.